"So will the year begin in joy and freedom. There is
much to do, and we have been long delayed. Accept the holy instant as this year
is born and take your place, so long left unfulfilled, in the Great Awakening.
Make this year different by making it all the same. And let all your
relationships be made holy for you. This is our will. Amen." ~ ACIM OE.TX.15, paragraph 112
Atlast I have broken free from my past. It has taken many many life lessons, many
teachers, many books, many soul friends, soul companions and soul acquaintances
to bring me to this place of complete freedom from my past. Every experience in my entire life has
brought me to this point of Self understanding and Self Love and I regret not a
bit of the heartaches and pain I needed to experience as a result.
Last week I had an enlightening moment after a shocking experience that threw me off balance for an entire day. I felt like a monkey on a stationary bike
paddling away furiously but not getting anywhere!!! That is exactly what I was doing. Working away furiously and not making much
headway at making changes, till I felt so exhausted, I dropped frustrated and angry. It was in those moments I saw how much
control I was trying to maintain over my situations instead of letting
everything flow freely, fearlessly and with faith. I was afraid to
loose control. To me it always felt like too much was being taken from me without anything coming back in return. It was my fear that was spilling
over. Once I saw this in my mind's eye,
a big fog lifted from my head and heart. The last of the suffering was releasing itself. I turned the bend!!
And so with the greatest joy, I started my first lessons
from "A Course In Miracles" and from "The Art of Spiritual
Peacemaking" today at 4.30 a.m. I woke up with great newness and motivation to
move onward and inward more deeply.
Nothing I see means anything.
I Am Free!
Breathe! I Am Alive and Birthed
Into a New Consciousness!
Aum
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