Dear Beloved Self, Its been hectic in more ways than one - zillions of ways actually. I have never been so busy in my life, or so emotionally disturbed / charged and at the same time filled with gratitude, hope, knowing and enthusiasm. This whole experience of "caregiving" is giving me a whole new perspective on all of my beliefs as a "Spiritual Enthusiast". Perhaps that is what the experience is intended to be and do for me - REDISCOVER my Self in a whole new way. The tears are far less now and that's a good thing. There are bouts of anger and frustration, irritation and impatience, but I have stopped condemning myself. I am embracing all of it. No exclusions at all. Not at all.
Through this experience I know now how guided I have been right into this present moment. Every so-called dysfunction, pain, sorrow, agony had a reason. I was not meant to live the way I thought was a normal way of living. I was challenged and pushed and pulled to awaken me to the transiency of my journey. Everyone travels so uniquely and yet we are so enmeshed into each other acting as rocks, stones and/or dust for each other, if you know what I mean. I am sure you do! You are my Self - one and the same.
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